Prayer For a World in Pain
Carmelites: A contemplative order of Catholic nuns in Towson is devoted to applying spiritual balm to modern woes.
Around Christmas, the number of requests more than triples.
"You should see our mail this time of year," said
Sister Constance FitzGerald, the prioress. "If you piled it
up, it would be at least a foot high."
The Carmelite Sisters of Baltimore are a contemplative community
of 17 Roman Catholic nuns who live in a 27-acre compound in
Towson, just north of the Beltway off Dulaney Valley Road. The
Baltimore nuns, the first of their order in the original 13
states, not only pray for people but also provide spiritual
guidance to those who call and visit.
"I don't want to sound schmaltzy about this, but we really
can walk with them when they have had hard times and good times,
and we can help them feel closer to God," said Sister
Monika Bies.
With American soldiers and Iraqis dying daily and the U.S.
military still engaged in Afghanistan, requests for peace
prayers are more common these days.
Sister Colette Ackerman calls it a response to a sense of
powerlessness that people feel in the face of war.
"In terms of peace, the only thing an ordinary person can
do is pray for it," said Ackerman, 61, who has lived at the
monastery for more than four decades.
In addition to prayers for peace, the nuns often get requests
over the holidays to pray for lost loved ones and for the sick.
Some also request prayers for peace in their own families as
they head into a stressful holiday season.
"She asked for prayers to get her through the season,"
said Hargis, 47, who worked as a law librarian in Baltimore's
federal court before coming to the monastery in 1998.
The Carmelites trace their roots to the 13th century and Mount
Carmel in what is now Israel. The Baltimore community was
established in 1790 in Port Tobacco, Charles County, and moved
here in 1831. Today, there are more than 11,000 Carmelite nuns
in 75 countries.
The Towson monastery is in a stone building, sheltered by trees
at the end of a long driveway. But anyone expecting dour nuns in
stiff habits will be disappointed.
The Carmelite Sisters lead what FitzGerald calls a
"contemporary contemplative life." In practice, that
means they pray in a relaxed environment, rooted in modernity.
The sisters, who range in age from 37 to 89, wear simple dresses
and sweaters when meeting visitors, who sometimes drop by
unannounced to talk about personal problems. During a current
renovation project, the nuns wore sweat shirts and jeans to
clean out their 9-by-10-foot rooms - or "cells," as
they are called.
"In these times in which we live, we tried to let the
mystique drop away," FitzGerald said.
The monastery is independent, relying on donations and a modest
endowment. Currently, it's undergoing a $1.6 million renovation,
for which the sisters still need $650,000.
The Baltimore Carmelites are a cloistered community, in which
the nuns venture outside the compound only for necessities, such
as dentist's appointments, grocery shopping and trips to see
relatives. FitzGerald, who has been a member since 1961, said
she left the monastery no more than 15 times last year.
Still, the nuns are more connected to the outside world than in
decades past. Most have computers, and when the renovation is
complete, the monastery will be networked. In the evenings, some
watch cable television, including CNN and such dramas as West
Wing and Law & Order.
Anyone can call or visit. The nuns take turns monitoring the
front door and answering the phone, a spiritual hot line of
sorts where people discuss personal problems and questions of
faith.
Some years ago, the Carmelites acquired a dog one night when a
man dying of AIDS tethered its leash to the front door and left
a note asking the nuns to care for it. They named him Lucky.
"That's typical of what happens here," said FitzGerald,
noting that callers and visitors range from Baltimore's poor to
state political figures and Protestant ministers.
The nuns devote much of the rest of the day to administrative
work, study, more prayer and helping visitors with spiritual
direction. At 5 p.m., wearing white, hooded robes, they gather
for Vespers in a stark, modern chapel with a green slate floor
and a small altar made of white oak.
After singing hymns and psalms, they offer prayers. At one
recent service, FitzGerald asked God to raise up great political
leaders and restore services to the Iraqi people, "so that
they might live in peace, freedom and justice." Nuns also
offered prayers for those in need, including a man who had
relapsed just after finishing a year of drug rehabilitation.
Five of the monastery's nuns are in training to take permanent
vows. They include a graduate of Harvard Law School, a nurse and
Bies, a 37-year-old political economist from Germany.
Bies, who worked in the German Ministry of Labor and Social
Affairs, said she experienced a spiritual awakening after a Mass
in Geneva in the mid-1990s.
"I would dare to say it was like an awareness, a
presence," she said. "I knew I had to change my
life."
Bies was originally interested in working with the Franciscan
Sisters, and a priest at her church in Bonn encouraged her to
move to Baltimore, where she volunteered with the Franciscan
Youth Center on Greenmount Avenue.
Later, she joined the Carmelite monastery.
A placid woman who smiles frequently, Bies says she's convinced
the nuns' efforts make a difference. She doesn't know exactly
how prayer works, but she believes that ministering to and
praying for people can help them deal with their problems.
"It's not visible, it's not tangible, it's not like
economics," Bies said. But "I really, deeply believe
we have an impact on other people's lives."
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